Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Left in awe...




I sat in my chair, looked at my screen and checked the time. It came back 11:15 am, October 29th, 2008. I grabbed my jacket, checked my inside pocket for my wife's camera and started out. I told Scott, my co-worker I was heading out. He acknowledged it and said "Let me know how it is". I walk to the front cork board, move my button from "In" to "Back at 1" and head towards the door.

As I start on my trek, my mind starts to race. It is abruptly interrupted by the stinging cold wind of the North Carolina morning. I reach for my headband and zip up my jacket. I continue my thoughts and try to get them focused. What did I expect to hear? What did I expect to see? Little did I know this outing, this small walk into downtown Raleigh, NC would change me so much.

One of my idols has always been Dr. Martin Luther King, Now that I’m older, I’ve been able to grasp more of what he has done for the upheaval of African-Americans and minorities alike. Sadly, I could only see and hear about his great legacy. Those who lived through it have great memories of the good times and bad times that came from the man who "had a dream". As I was walking, towards another man with a message, one who has lived through MLKs dream, I stop and look around. I see the local Krispy Kreme doughnut shop on the corner, there isn't a spot left at noon. People were inside, but didn't look like they were getting dounuts. I continue my treak to Halifax Park; I am seeing old, young people running across the street, bundled up from the cold wind. I make my way down a familiar street that I see almost daily, be it getting lunch for myself and my boss or running to get gas at the Shell station.

But this time, its different. People outside, a line that was wrapped around; stretched for about a mile. The flashing, blue lights of Raleigh's finest and the whistles and gloves directing traffic through the various one way streets and 90 degree turns. I snap photos and some video as I walk down the street in udder amazement. I text message my mom and dad about the turnout, I call my wife and tell her how the turnout is. As I continue to snap photos, a young woman comes up to me and asks, "What is going on?" I tell her that "Barack Obama is having a rally in the park". She says "Cool, I went to the one in Greensboro, had about a lot of people there as well".

I survey the crowd through the view finder on the camera, I see a Hispanic mother putting an "Obama 08" t-shirt on her 5 year old son. I see a white grandmother, white afro, keeping warm next to her grandson. Of course, you have your peddlers selling t-shirts, pins and buttons. But that moment, this short walk, change my eyes to what the world has become since a great mans dream. In fact, it seems that the dream is starting to come true.

"I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal."

"I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character"

I have a dream today!

Only, it wasn't a dream for me, it was reality.


8 Comments:

Blogger Candydiva04 said...

Brian, GREAT post, it is amazing that we're all living Dr. Martin Luther King's dream!! You were so lucky to be able to attend an Obama rally!! I'm jealous. Hopefully he'll do some more campaigning in Philly and I can catch him there.

10/30/2008 1:06 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It was amazing! People from all walks of life, all shapes, colors, race, ethnicity, backgrounds. A true represenation of America...GOOD JOB BRIAN! - J'Metria

10/30/2008 3:17 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Phelecia

Brian, ditto your comments. See this was very shocking to me as well. I wanted to attend the rally, but I had a doctors appointment that I didn't want to miss. As my husband and I were driving downtown there were droves of people running, walking swiftly and driving frantically to see this man. This man that looks like my brother, my father and possible could be one of my four male children! I was in total AWE! To the point that my eyes filled with tears. I was overwelhmed with many emotions! Then I thought how sad it was that me, a 33 yr old woman, in the yr. 2008, that had not lived through the Civil Rights Movement, and had never picked any cotten, that I would have to be in awe at people of all aspects of life coming together for one cause! Shocked that a black male could be this successful. I am full of highs and lows. Being caught in that moment, I was soooo Stoked!!! I feel what your saying Brian

10/30/2008 3:49 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Brian,
This is great!! It makes me proud to be an American. It makes me even more proud to be an African American. It is great to be living in this time when history has been made and will continue to be made. I find it a privilege to one day be able to tell my grandchildren and great grandchildren that I voted for the first African American president. God Bless America!!

Great blog by the way!

Tinna

10/30/2008 3:59 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Great Post!! I wasn't able to make this appearance but I did make the one during the primaries and it was amazing.

10/30/2008 4:01 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I was born in 1954 amidst prejudice and segregation. As a child I was
painfully aware that I was different, and the difference being skin color
was not embraced positively. Now that I am 54 I can look back and reflect
more on the truth. I was so aware of the negativity around me that I hardly
noticed the positive. But now I know that there were a lot of positive
people around me and that positivity has grown immensely. I always knew in
my heart that humanity would find the way to straighten itself out, but I
am surprised by how fast things have changed. I didn't think this could
happen in my lifetime. I am so honored to have been able to raise 2
beautiful humanitarian children, who are open to change and open in soul
and spirit to the plight of today's world. The young are the future, and I
see the positive around me now...and I hope you will also. We still have a
ways to go, but I know we will arrive in the character that God meant for
us....Mom

10/31/2008 11:11 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Great work Brian...

I am like you, very young matter fact even younger...and I can only imagine and look at videos of what a powerful black man once and continues to do for my "reality". What is unique about the entire situation of "today" is that when my mother use to tell me I could do anything in the world I wanted to do. Looking at Barack make a magical run for Presidency, I can finally believe that she never lied to me (not that she did, but it was not completely true in 1984-2005).

I feel honored to be one of the many thousands that take pride in what my ancestors have done so that I can walk the streets when I want, compete for any position in the United States, Vote for real Change, and the list can go on forever. As a previous posted stated "we have a ways to go" but I am happy that I can contribute anyway possible to make my children's children's life better than mine and much better than my great grandparents.....DJ

10/31/2008 4:48 PM  
Blogger Ms. Jackson said...

Great post.

I still can't believe he won North Carolina.

11/14/2008 3:01 PM  

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